Starshine Juice

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In the thick of exams now (almost) and I feel like I’ve somewhat got my shit together, but my god, do I have zero motivation. Maybe it’s because I’m on my Master’s now and I know that whatever I get doesn’t have (too big) an impact on my fate (fate being the fact that I already have a training contract, that is).

I know, I know. I’m being mean, horrible, complacent and ungrateful to my parents who’ve paid good money for me to study here for one more year. Trust me, I am working my ass off as hard as I possibly can, but I really wish I felt like Iwantedthis more. What is wrong with me. Is my brain broken? Yeah I think it is.

First exam on Wednesday. Zomgwtfbbq. Totally can do this. Pull yourself together bitch.

On a separate note, just looked at some new photos of myself on Facebook and am MORTIFIED at the elephant that I have become. I would go out and jog right now if I didn’t have exams. Shall do some pilates tonight instead.